I lay here awake looking at the night sky
tears streaming down my face just wondering why?
Smiles , hugs and laughs all of which did not last.
Two snowy owls flew and flew together once written by you-know-who. I reread the poem that he wrote me tonight and it made me cry. again I look to the night sky still wondering why?
Why start something you have no intention of finishing? There was hope for a while which kept me wishing. But now I only wish for a lobotomy. I gave him the best of me and at this point he no longer sees.
I have cried so much I could barely see.
I’m tired fighting for his heart. I’ve lost this battle which I did not start.