End of battle

I lay here awake looking at the night sky

tears streaming down my face just wondering why?

Smiles , hugs and laughs all of which did not last.

Two snowy owls flew and flew together once written by you-know-who. I reread the poem that he wrote me tonight and it made me cry. again I look to the night sky still wondering why?

Why start something you have no intention of finishing? There was hope for a while which kept me wishing. But now I only wish for a lobotomy. I gave him the best of me and at this point he no longer sees.

I have cried so much I could barely see.

I’m tired fighting for his heart. I’ve lost this battle which I did not start.

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